Saturday, February 26, 2011

Mirror Talk

Have you ever had one of those days where you look in a mirror and saw yourself in the mirror, you are yourself on the outside but on the inside, you soul.. you are someone else.

On the outside you are a : Mom, Wife, Teacher, Employee, Friend, ect... but on the inside.. you are something else.. You are you but different. You look in your soul and see the real you and not the outside version of you.. Now really sit infront of a mirror and really look at youself.. do it with on of those full link mirror and sit in front of it like Harry Potter did in the 1st movie.

Now sit there and really look at yourself.. do you like what you see.. i mean on the inside of you, not the outside.. and ask yourself if you really like the outer you!

You will probably get a totally different answer than you thought you were going to see.. don't look in the mirror and see the future or past.. just look at yourself and stare deep into your own mirror eyes. And you will see your inner soul and what it looks like.. you might like yourself or you might hate your inner soul because it is telling you to change on the inside and outside.. i mean really look at yourself in the full link mirror and see your inner soul and listen to your inner self talking to you saying to you that your inner soul needs to talk to your outer soul about being in constant balance. Your inner soul needs to be in sink w/your outer soul or they won't mesh.. what i am trying to say is.

Say your inner soul is telling you that you are at peace, you are a loving mom and wife, you have allot of thangs to be thankful for but your outer soul doesn't show it. Your outer soul "face expressions, smilingness," in the way you talk to people or the way you show effaction doesn't match your inner soul at all. On the inside you are loving, grateful, kind, caring but on the outside you are angry, bitter, sad, debressed.. what i think is that your inner soul and outer soul should be in balance.. you should feel loving and caring on the inside as well as the outside.. meaning you feel happy and carefree on the inner soul but your outer soul "body, facial expressions, attitude" is showing sighns of being hurt, mad , sad, angry.

Or on the inside you are angry, bitter, depressed and on the out side you are happy, smiley, carefree. You know what I mean.. i hope you do cause to me i make since.. i just hope you got what i mean to say..
Try to be in balance w/ both your inner & outer soul.. they need to be together meshing happily in order for your whole being to be at peace. You feel happier and your souls will thank you..

Rainbow Land

I saw a rainbow land where everything was cartoon like and this beautiful butterfly in a rainvow of colors was the ruler of Rainbow Land. Their was another part of herself that sometimes prefered the land of blackness. She was still her beautiful self but this time she forgot to wash and rejuvinate her rosy rainbow side. When this side of her, this ugly side came out, she was so unhappy. She knew that the other rainbow side was much funner and happier but in order to get rid of the black ugly side of herself she had to practice being nice all the time for her rainbow side of herself to stay for always.

So I think this story was about me and how my life is headed. I need to focus on my beautiful side all the time and with some episodes of ugliness a tiny bit of the time. I thought I would be scared of the rainbow side 4 along time since I have been living in the dark rainbow land 4 so long.

The dark Rainbow Land is just like Rainbow Land but uglier and that's how womyn's lives are sometimes. Rainbow lands with a few days of dark rainbow lands. Every Womyn is beautiful but when she thinks ugly thoughts her beautiful rainbow land turns dark. She herself never turns ugly - She just has dark patches in her land (life) of pretty happy Rainbow Land. And when we as womyn decide we will no longer let the ugly Rainbow come in and take over we will know peace. So think happy jolly thoughts and your Rainbow Land (your life) will always be what you make of it.

BE YOUR OWN RAINBOW!!!

What if Trees could talk?

I was thinking.. what if the trees could talk? What would you say to them. That your sorry that there ground is drying up, how would you know their pain, how could you even begin to understand their pain on this earth. I am looking at them and each of these trees has a different personality.. and each one of them is kinda like a person. The tall one looks womanish to me and it looks shy and it's branches aren't fully developed even though it is fully grown and the one next to it is fully grown but shorter and it some parts of its branches are touching the branches of the other tree that is shy and it's almost like the big shorter tree is trying to ease the tall ones self conscience out into the open and say it's ok to be shy but you can still be your own self and come out of your shell and the one next to that big shorter one looks like it could use some help.. it's peeking out but yet wants to go back in.. so you see - trees, if you really think about it are kinda like people. Some might be strong and outgoing like Luna and some might be timid and a little bit shy and they know them selves and they are shy kinda like Chelsie. And then some trees, they know themselves and they know what they can become but yet they stand behind another tree kinda like me.

So when your out one day and looking around at the trees.. look at a tree, really and see if ummm, and just see if any of the trees remind you of people. You might look at one tree in your yard and go hey that tree kinda reminds me of my brother and this other tree reminds of me of my Aunt cause the tree might look puffy and a little bit chubby (like your aunt) . It's kinda a weird anomaly but trees have personalities and even though they can't speak to you, but if you really look at a tree, you can know whats it saying and know what it's trying to say to you when you just look at it. So some of it's branches might be inside like it's trying to go inside of its self and some trees might have a face on it and some trees might have some nests living in it meaning that tree has issues but they can't get rid of and the nests fall out meaning the bad things in your life and then you can look at the trees and say these trees really have a personality to each other, it almost looks like they are talking to each other.

Cool.. cause when i am looking at these trees from my balcony, I am looking at one threw the bars and one has a cute alien face and the one that is on top of it has a wolf face in it's branches. It's really cool.. if you can stand to sit somewhere and look at a tree far away and see pictures in the trees like you see pictures on the clouds you know.. but just sit down under a tree and look up into it.. that's a cool experience too cause you get a whole different view when you lay down underneath a tree and look up into it's branches... that is so cool looking.

Anyway.. so the next time you go outside just sit like in your car and look up at a tree or sit somewhere and look out, like if your on a balcony or if you have a two story floor of your house look out your window at the trees and if you really concentrate you can see faces in the trees kinda like the pictures you see in the clouds. And ummm.. and maybe the faces will look different every time you look at the trees but basically most of the ones you will see a same face all the time, try it, it is really cool. Just look at the trees or bushes and see if you can see faces in them, there not scary, there just- faces, faces in the trees, maybe they'll look like the person that they remind you of like if your grandma is chubby and her face is round and you look up into the tree and you see a little face in the tree.. that it reminds you of your grandma it could be like her manifestation inside the tree looking at you.. i don't know- but or you can just think that the trees have different personalities and that's how at that time, that's how their face looks.

Like right now I am looking at this tree and it kinda looks like an upside down alien and then I was looking at a different tree and then I went back and looked at the same tree that looking like an alien and this time it looks like an octopus, that's really happy, like a cartoon one. So just try that, just try to look at the trees.. not the trees that don't have any leaves, duh but the ones that have allot of foliage on it and just look for the different faces that you see in the tree, sometimes maybe they won't have one because they are hiding and they don't want you to see their face and sometimes when you see a tree you won't see anything at all and then another time when you look at a tree and you will see like a face like prominently in the tree.. it's really cool. And then when you see there face you can really tell how the tree is feeling by there face and then you can go give it more love and or give it hugs or give it what you feel it needs. Blessed Be!

Love,
Meggie Boo

Bubble Pods

One of my many ponderings/thoughts i have when I go "within".. (4:20)

--- You know how you see lakes around everywhere. Well - what if people lived in the lakes instead of the other way around.

We use lakes to jet-ski, ski, boat, fish, etc... What if we lived in the water and our sport activities were on land. That would be weird... like on StarWars, The Phantom Menace, where Jar-Jar swims under the water with Obi-Wan Kenobi and Qui Jon Jin. Jar-Jar lives underwater in a bubble house. What if we lived in water and came to land only 4 necessities that we couldn't find in our water worlds. Land was hard to come by and everyone wanted to see it and go there just once cause they heard their elders talk about when the earth was the other way around when the people used to live on the earth and use lakes to have fun in. Back before the ice pacts all melted. So now cause of global warming we live in a water-world kind of place where we have houses and stores and whatnot. And we designed a mouth piece for us to use when we travel outside our bubbles
Imagine living under the water in bubble like pods. Sometime in this world we will experience living underwater. It will happen one day, maybe not like 100 years from now or more we will be living under water and land will be sacred cause there will be so little of it left.

Would it be cool or not to live underwater???


Friday, September 3, 2010

You are who you are!



I don't know how to say this,
but what I am saying comes from the heart.
It comes through the soul.
You are who you are, cause God made you.
The love of your family keeps you close,
it teaches you to love, it teaches you to cry.
It teaches you how to become who you are.
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What you become, you should never forget.
They say that once you go on a rollercoaster enough
times you get tired of it, and let me tell you one thing;
you can never get tired of life. There are so many things
out there that can bring you joy, happiness & sadness.
-But that is what makes you, you! It makes you special.
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You were a gift to your parents the day you came and
you have been a joy ever since.
Don't forget where you come from and
don't forget where you're going.
Many things in life are worth forgiving and forgeting.
But never never where you come from and never who you are;
remember this, God is watching you,
God has hope for you. God will keep you safe;
God will keep you safe from the dark and in the night.
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Never forget your friends, never forget yourself,
love yourself first because no one but yourself knows yourself.
Remember that things in life we do not carry to eternity.
What we become in life, we become after.
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You are a special friend.
A special person.
You are a wonderful person.
May the Gods keep you safe,
May the spirits guide you.
And may you always be at peace no matter where you are,
may you always know happiness and never know sadness.
May you always be what you are and never forget who you are.
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Yours truly, Your friend for always - your friend!
©JAG

Wings of Angels


To see the sunshine hiding from the sky.
To see the wind blowing, to know that God is near me.
To know that I am with him and he is with me.
To know that I can touch the heavens.
To know that i have touched his spirit.
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I am here for a purpose, for a purpose only am I here.
The purpose I speak of; the love that I have for the one,
that I care so much about.
For the one that brings me closer to my heart.
The one that completes me in every way.
The one that shakes my heart.
The one that glows, the eyes which sparkle to the waters sky.
The one who has the hair as shiny as the sun swaying against the wind.
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The one that makes me feel so complete.
The one that makes me feel as if I am not alone.
He who shares that passion shares the love I share for her.
God has brought me closer to the one that I love the most.
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For I have been touched by her and I have been brought
by her the love that I so miss, the love that I so wishes for.
The one thing that makes me feel complete not empty to my soul.
That what I was missing has come home. In which I have forever
wanted for evermore have I thought that she has come back to me.
She has come on the wings of angels to me.
©JAG

Dancing With You

Here I am. Here I stand.
Here I am waiting for the last dance.
To see you again. The last dance i wait.
To dance in the moonlight, to dance in the light.
To dance again - I wait for you.
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To feel flowing in the sky dancing with you tonight.
To know that I am holding you tight.
To know that I am dancing with you tonight.
Dancing in the moonlight , dancing through the night.
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To caress you. To hold you, To touch you,
To know that you are close to me,
Being near me, next to me holding me tight.
To know that you are dancing with me,
to know that our hearts are one,
to know that our spirits are one,
to know that I am dancing the last dance
with you tonight.
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Hear me angels, Hear me loud.
I am dancing with a beautiful woman tonight.
To know that i am dancing in the moonlight tonight.
The moon shines bright, the moonlight shines so bright tonight.
It let's me dance with her tonight, to dance with her one last night.
©JAG