Tuesday, December 22, 2009

The Day You Came Into My Life


(I wrote this poem 2 my hubby)


The day you came into my life I was so thankful of you to have come when you came. I was so lonely and desperate for someone to hear me and listen to me. You filled my heart with joy and passion. You showed me to love other people before loving yourself that way you will know who you are.


You shined and sang into my heart with all your love. You love me for me; you love me for all my flaws and undoings. I help you, you help me. You and I swim in a valley of love. We know each other, we feel each other, we touch each other, we cry with each other. We know God has helped us become one and we become one with each other.


We have listened and not listened, we have sung and jumped about our endless forever love for one another. You complete me. You know me, you help me, you wonder what it would be like to hear me sing to you about our love for each other. You worship me, You can't live without me, You want me.


You and I have an everlasting love that will last forever and always. I love you with all my heart and soul. Thank you for coming into my life.

I LOVE YOU!

© Nutmeg

You Wonder




When life has things in store for you, you wonder what they are. And you wonder if they will come with surprises or burdens. And when you pray that nothing happens, you will find that life has unexpected turns. Sometimes they will be happy and sometimes they will be sad. And when they reach a couple years older, You will wonder what they want to be. You want the best things for them and you will see that your child has those things, those certain feelings that make you laugh and cry and other things.


And when you see that smile you wonder what he is thinking and if you think you give him attention or not enough attention. You wonder if you can enjoy a happy time with your son..playing with him and singing with him at the mid-evil festival with old time country folk music they have. Dancing until you fall and cannot dance anymore and you look back on your life wondering if you can get back to that time again. And tell your mom and dad that if they can spend more time with you. Asking them in the future, if they will sleep under the stars with their grandson and daughter-in-law. Looking back on old memories and wish you can relive them.

Happily Ever After!
© Squint

A Feather in Heaven



My eyes have seen an angel upon this earth. God gave me a feather of an angel to remember that I am not alone. God gave me a son, a son with a smile of heaven. With the fury of hell to know that I can change the future. That I can see myself through his eyes, to know the pain, to know the happiness, to know the sadness.


I see him there looking back at me smiling. It reminds me that heavens are smiling back at me. That God blessed me with an angel. That God knows that I will never be alone. That he has made me a happy soul on this earth and also in heaven.
© JAG

Eternity




A whisper I feel on my face. The warmth of your voice crossing to my ears. A touch of your lips upon mine brings joy to my soul and warmth to my heart.


Every year on New Years Day, every year the day's gone. Knowing that i have been blessed with the love, the caring and the touch that you have brought to me. If I was to be gone this minute, this instant; know that I will go with such joy in my heart and in my soul.


That God gave me a precious gift to last forever more and to eternity; I know that your love for me will last forever.
And into eternity and beyond love forevermore!
© JAG

Empty Touch




I whisper on the wind. A tear on the earth has left me cold and empty. Once you were one. Once you were whole. You have gone away on a whisper of the wind. You have left me alone. I fear that my tears will soon destroy my soul. For I have been left alone.


I have pleaded with God to bring you back once more to be one, to be whole once more. My tears are running dry. My soul is growing cold. I hope, I pray to God my soul to bring you back, to make me whole once more.


Come back to me, I pray to you come back to me. For the earth cries for your soul and my tears run down to the earth. For I wait for you on the earth for you to touch me once more.
© JAG

Empty Heart




I was once alone, I was once empty, sure to die, was I alone. But I reach to the dark of an empty heart and soon I found the love that I was searching for, soon I felt the warmth of another. Who was searching in the dark as I was, to know that I have found an empty soul such as I.


To feel the light, to feel the warmth, to feel the beating of another such as I brings a smile once more into my heart. To know that my heart is not empty anymore. To know there is another in the dark who is searching for love brings joy and happiness into my heart.


To touch, to smile, to hold, to feel, to know that you are not alone anymore is to know through happiness. To feel life once more, is to know your heart is not empty anymore.
©JAG

Monday, December 14, 2009

Wander Alone


The fear of being alone goes through my heart and through my soul.
To know that i am not alone. To know that I have lost you forever more.

To never feel the warmth of your soul next to mine.
To know that i am truly alone
forever more brings tears to my eyes. To know that I am truly alone.

Forever more will I not touch your soul, never see your smile, never see you cry. Truly I am alone forever more will i wander on the earth, for without you on the earth will i truly be alone. My love will always be close to yours even though i wander alone. Forever yours!
©JAG

A Tear From The Sky



To see the Rain brings joy to me.
To see rain fall from the sky, to know that soon
the warmth of your touch will keep me warm.
To know that you will keep me warm in the cold
of a summer rain.


To know the face and smile you bring with you,
will soon bring the warm of a summer rain to my heart.
To feel your body next to mine, to feel your lips close to mine;
to feel your body next to mine is like the touch of heaven when the sun comes up from behind the sky after the summer rain.


To see you there after the last drop of rain falls from the sky.
To see the sun shine on your golden hair is to is to feel the rain on my face. To know you will be there to make it all go away is to feel the summer rain fall once again!
©JAG

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Your Life As A Story!



Tell your story 4 others to read
Go to Sleep & Cry - Wake Up & Dream!

Share Your Answers With All Who Will Hear!
Where are you going? What do you want out of life?
Who are you & what do you think?

People Are Yearning To Hear You Speak!
Share your life's story - the good and the bad.
The hurt and the joy, The pain and the light.

We Are Our Own Story Makers - We Are Our Own Fables!
Speak of the truth & speak of knowing.
You have a story to tell others - what is stopping you?
Go out there and write you life's ups & downs for all to see.
Your hopes and your dreams.

What do you cherish, what do you love, what do you hate?
Whatever makes up who you are, write it down!
Write about what you want out of life,
write down your goals & ideas about
where your life is leading you.

You alone can only know where you are going!
Ask yourself where is it that you are going to end up,
And then write it down.

YOU ARE A BOOK WAITING TO BE READ!
NOW GET TO WRITING!!
© Nutmeg

Black Roses


A beauty so rare, only the pure of heart can see them.
They only come out at the close of day when
the surroundings are just right.

If you are too anxious - they won't be revealed to you.
You have to be so patient of a flower that blooms in lovers hearts.
A beautiful rose like no other on this planet. A rose so rare that it
only blooms to those who believe.

Black roses are the true essence of beauty.
Dark & Mysterious, Pretty & New.
They speak to the vampires and to the rare ones
that understand true elegance.

They speak volumes upon volumes of poetry and
they are so lyrical. Black roses are the most
pure of pure amongst the ones that can see true love bloom.
© Nutmeg

Mother Earth Poem




















The sun and moon collide,
The world is in Darkness.
Everyone is the same,
No one is different.
All of us come together as One.
We are all full of hope and despair.
We help each other as need be..

Will you be the one that helps or will you be the one that despairs.
Everyone has to be in love with her to help her grow.
Even if one of us steps off the path, she will die.
Do your part and help her live for generations to come,
she needs you, please help her grow.
For if she dies.. you die too!

Who is she, you say - she is your Mother.
Not your mother who bore you but the mother whom you walk upon,
the mother whom you drink from,
the mother who provides you with air, water and fire.
And most importantly LIFE.

Lets respect her and remove the darkness from our lives.
Darkness that harbors hatred,
Darkness that harbors resentment.
Let's move into the new and take back the light.
She needs us to be resourceful, she needs us to love her.
Do your part and be with her everyday.
She will die as well as her loved ones, if we don't help her survive.

You need to make it your part to help her,
if we all do a little part everyday in everyway she
will reward us with animals, sunshine, thunderstorms, flowers, trees, and grass you can walk barefoot in.
And most of all , She will give you the most important gift of all..
LIFE! Now Do your part to help her survive..

Help her grow and Live by recycling, composting, ect..

© Nutmeg

Uncaring Things

Life is about uncaring things, horrible things, grotesque things and unimaginable things.
Sometimes you feel depressed and angry about everything around you.
You can't change things - everything is wrong-nothing is as it seems.
All things are dying and falling apart all around you and you can't do nothing about it.
People need things but things don't need people.
Decaying words and bendable sayings pull at you with wrongful feelings.
You feel unworthy and ungrateful. People hurt you and it's ok.
Other people like to belittle you and curse you for being who you are.
You are pitiful and boring.. You are your own disgrace.
© Nutmeg

Life Sucks

Life Sucks
Life Blows
Should I make it better
Why bother
Nobody cares
Not even Me!

My life is a fairytale
with no happy ending.
Tortured Souls & screaming minds
want to know
where should it go!

I am trapped
with no place to go
riding this train
with out a map
where will I go
even I don't know!

Please take me away from here
I don't want to be here
Who am I
I am troubled & scorned
My Life is a bore
End my pain - I don't want to go
through this anymore!

© Nutmeg

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

What is Family?

Family to me is having fun-
Being there 4 your loved ones,
Standing up 4 what's right
And being quiet when you don't have anything to say.
You should honor them
and want to be with them
Through Everything!

Family is the foundation of a Home
Without Family where is your home?
You need family in your life to get
through the bad and the ugly.
You need family to dry your tears

Family to Me is coming home and
wrapping your arms around tight to the one you love.
Family is the apples in the pie.
Without the apples the pie falls apart so...
same with family. If people fall apart in the family
where's the home. Without a family, there is no home.
They are together meshing happily.

© Nutmeg

Yoni of Delicious Pleasure

You wrap your sweet lips to my tongue;
which pulsates like wildfire through my soul. Just the thought of yonic love sends my body into shock of pure wonderful pain. Pain of red, crimson, pink & rouge. All centered in the sacred place of fun. Luscious smells of sweet candy fill me with desire, desire that only women can understand. You sing to me of exotic playfulness as we caress, winking to me the essence of fruitful lust. Looking and touching with a hint of musk, all intertwined through my fingers for only I know of this sweet sweet taste of you.

© Nutmeg